Sadgirl92, everyone has their own process and they all take time... .how much isn't linear. For me, my journey came in pieces and no one piece was an ah ha moment. No light bulbs per sa, just little understandings that kept me on my way. Sure, some have those
moments, but I think the majority is a construction of understanding and processing... .
My answer... .is time and effort... .much like anything else. Hope this makes sense.