I have two BPD Parent

[S.M]

Hi,
It's my first post, so maybe it has a lot of problems for you to explore the problem at the first.
My parents are the main reason of my problems, I am a 30-year-old girl, and don't know what exactly do to be succeed in the next part of my life. my parents are separated for 14 years. both of them have a sick family.my father lost his father when he was 3, and has stepfather. my mother had so many problems with his father because he was a dictator person and had a relationship with another woman.
My father left us for approximately 12 years and came back to my sister and me after that.
I have so many mental problems because of them. the main problem is that I don't have self-confidence because I thought I have a problem that caused my father leave us. I have problem in every party, in front of everyone because I think that it is not a normal life. I dont think any father do this to his children.
This problems caused a lot of problems in my job, relationship, and every simple activity
I dont know how this site works, but want to test if there is any chance to resolve it

[heartandwhole]

Hi S.M.



I'm sorry that you are having problems in your life—that is always tough. It sounds like you and your parents have been through a lot, and that can affect every part of your life. I'm glad you posted, because you have found a great place for support.

Things can get better, S.M., there is hope. You are not alone. Many of our members have been in similar situations and understand what you are feeling.

What kind of contact do you have with your parents? How is your relationship with your sister?

Keep writing. It helps to share your experiences. We are here for you.

heartandwhole

[S.M]

Thank you for your quick reply
I love my sister more than everything in world
I hope to improve my self-confident and other problems with this family and be useful for others
As you said, things can get better, but it's behind of our reflections