I'm going to have to post more on here...sorry.

[In a bad way]

I have a thousand things to say, I've tried telling friends but I've told them too many times.
They all say you are better off out of it, she's mad etc.
It's OK for them they don't have to be me, so I apologise in advance for the probable lots of posts I may have to make over the next few days.
This place is what keeps me from going insane but I'm starting to get really low.

[roberto516]

Look at my post history. When I joined I posted amd commented on everything. And my comments always turned into my story . Someone kindly private messaged me to talk because they saw where I was at in my head. So please, if you need to you can private message me. I know where you're at. And friends don't necessarily knowhow it was. Never apologize fr needing to speak. It's what keeps us going.

[UnforgivenII]

Post post post! We are here for you. May I advise you to read a couple of books?
Start with "Healing from hidden abuse" by Shannon Thomas.  
And if you want, you can PM me too.

[Turkish]

Though the PM function is here,  it's often better to lay these things out for support from the wider community.  Hundreds of people (and thousands eventually) read our posts. I've seen members who I thought abandoned the boards or moved on chime in to impart wisdom and advice.  Even long time newbie lurkers have chimed in.  We look forward to supporting you when you are ready to post more. 

Turkish