I'm so over these BPD people

[Depression = 72% of members]

Today, innocently hanging out a few items of clothing in my back yard... .as I'm doing so there the x stops on my side walk to at that moment scan a neighbors mail... .ya ok... .can't do so at the neighbors box but stop on a sidewalk of someone you fear.   
Then can walk on my sidewalk and still goes out of his way not to drive by my house... .I live in a complex and I'm on the main road... .

There really is no logic to them at all ... .a logical person like myself would walk by my xs house quickly and not linger ... especially since that package is to be scanned at the box ... I hate when I know too much ...

Just venting here... .I obviously mean enough that I'm avoided while driving enough he does a three point turn on the circle... .   
wish things were different ... wish my boundaries were better back in January , wish I never got involved, and wish we could have parted on friendly civil terms. 

All I know is he never acted this odd before ... .maybe it's his way of distracting himself as he used to stop at my house daily for four years .  He used to do odd things when the order was in affect too... .linger at my neighbors ... .
I just don't get it

One day I hope I can live half the year in Florida, somehow I must make that happen.

[Idsrvt2]

Today, innocently hanging out a few items of clothing in my back yard... .as I'm doing so there the x stops on my side walk to at that moment scan a neighbors mail... .ya ok... .can't do so at the neighbors box but stop on a sidewalk of someone you fear.   
Then can walk on my sidewalk and still goes out of his way not to drive by my house... .I live in a complex and I'm on the main road... .

There really is no logic to them at all ... .a logical person like myself would walk by my xs house quickly and not linger ... especially since that package is to be scanned at the box ... I hate when I know too much ...

Just venting here... .I obviously mean enough that I'm avoided while driving enough he does a three point turn on the circle... .   
wish things were different ... wish my boundaries were better back in January , wish I never got involved, and wish we could have parted on friendly civil terms. 

All I know is he never acted this odd before ... .maybe it's his way of distracting himself as he used to stop at my house daily for four years .  He used to do odd things when the order was in affect too... .linger at my neighbors ... .
I just don't get it

One day I hope I can live half the year in Florida, somehow I must make that happen.