That's really good to hear. All that type of work is going to help you as you move forwards in your life. I made it my mission to get ALL the help that I could and just kept knocking on those doors! If you seek support, it can be surprising to find how much is available. I now receive art on prescription which is one of the best things my counsellor advised me to look into. It's at a creative well being centre and I'm studying art, horticulture and have the potential to branch into many other topics. I absolutely love it there. I'm creative and find it so very therapeutic to have that outlet. Some members have gone on to do degrees and teach professionally. Not everywhere has programmes like this so I know I'm incredibly lucky. The point is, you never know until you look. So give yourself the mission of recovering, building your strength, securing an emotionally healthier future in every way you can and you never know, it could lead you down paths you never imagined possible.
As for the driving - even whilst going through what you are, you're also conquering fears which is amazing! Good on you
Keep up the great work and keep us posted on how you're doing. There are often bumps in the road and we all help one another along when these arise.
Love and light x