Hello everyone.
Just want some perspective on a dream I had tonight
So I was in a school I used to go to when I was young (where I had my first "rejection" so to speak, a girl I liked became gf to a buddy of mine which I actually used to advice on love ) but I was with this girl I met at work a few years back (who also went and hooked up with a "friend" of mine irl).
Thing is I felt so good about that dream, woke up in a great mood and although tired from not sleeping enough, I still really enjoyed the feeling from the dream throughout most of today. I knew who she was in the dream and I remembered (also in the dream) what she'd done irl, but I didn't care, I liked being with her, I saw her like I remember from a day out we had where the sun was low on the horizon and her eyes glanced at me with such a beautiful glow that I'll never forget.
Anyway, I really liked her, she didn't reciprocate romantically at the time, but we were very close for a good while. I haven't talked to her in about three years now. I rejected her because she had lied to me about being involved with "my friend" and she came to me after she had a kid with another dude who cheated on her, who I also warned her that he was a
bag, so I got blocked and I'm currently unable to contact her. I met my BPDgf a few months after that.
What I find interesting is that from being here on the boards and talking so much about my experience with my BPD (now ex)gf and how I would want to be back with her given the chance, my brain decided it was that girl the better personification of the "love to seek" and not the gf I actually had.
I also recently met a girl I kinda liked and she liked me back but I didn't really feel a connection with her. two days later, I have this dream of the "perfect partner", and neither this new person nor the woman I "dated" for a long time were anywhere near in that dream.
Anyone want to take a jab at dream interpretation? I'd like to hear your thoughts on what you think this means or what it says about me
