Feeling Scared & Confused

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Sometimes my partner can't get enough of me and other days she seems to make every excuse to be away from me. She has sworn to me that she would never cheat on me and that her worst fear is to hurt me. I really don't want to be cheated on but several times it seems like she wants to avoid talking about where she is or what she is up to when I am just trying to make conversation.

Am I just paranoid? Alot of the online guides I have looked up haven't reassured me it seems like many people uphold the idea that cheating/infidelity is just a part of BPD. Curious to hear others experiences

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