I should start by saying that I do not advocate use of illegal substances
My girlfriend suffers from severe depression on top of her BPD. Recently she has quit all her therapy, given up her prescribed antidepressants and is adamant she wont accept any further treatment because she wants to die. I have spent 8 months trying to convince her to try 'trauma' therapy (she hasn't tried it and has all sorts of unresolved trauma) or some of the more experimental, yet legally prescribed, treatments such as Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS) or eye movement therapy. Yet after ten years of therapy and every type of antidepressant drug imaginable, she has completely lost faith in the medical industry.
Yes, she has tried regular exercise, yoga and meditation. It helps. But this alone is not enough.
So things are pretty desperate. However she has mentioned she would be willing to try LSD with me. LSD is currently being explored as a potential treatment by numerous serious academics (see links below). A review of numerous forums will reveal countless people hailing it as a miracle treatment, especially through microdosing (taking very small amounts at regular intervals).
I'm not one for going outside the medical establishment. But right now something desperate is required. Does anyone have any experience, or know of anyone that has experience, of using LSD in treatment for depression and what was the outcome?
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/31382100/https://clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT03866252https://theconversation.com/mind-molding-psychedelic-drugs-could-treat-depression-and-other-mental-illnesses-98071