I know that it just hurt a lot. I’ve been in your position two months ago after a 13 month relationship.
She broke up with me by text and blocked me from everywhere. I’m just two weeks she had met about 50 guys online (she would always meet guys online first then go out with them) and this hurt me a lot but it was a real wake up call for me. I was clinging to false hope.
I blocked her from everywhere and focused on myself because like you, after she blocked me I kept trying to reach her by doing everything imaginable (Any other normal girl would have been back in an instance if she saw the things I’ve done) but mine just kept ignoring me and possibly smearing me and making fun of my attempts and viewing them as “pathetic”
It’s been two months now and I feel a lot better. I’ve established an amazing connection with God in which I would dedicate an hour a week just to talk with God and I would also talk with him on a very basis. It may seem like he’s silent but he is in fact listening to our prayers and will punish those who hurt us with Karma. I’ve also transformed my body by hitting the gym everyday and I’ve started taking care of myself more by spoiling myself (I used to spend all my money on her and didn’t have anything for myself) and I got a new look, new clothes, etc.
Trust me, karma will hurt her just as she hurt you. All you have to do is block her and focus on yourself. Don’t even stalk her social media because that will slow down your healing process.
Start working on yourself now and let God take care of the rest.
It’s what I was saying to myself. God shown me again how worthless she is.
I think the worst for me was when she told to her new guy about me and he was lurking at me. I just ignored but it’s so
PLEASE READing painful.
It’s like the person I met doesn’t exist anymore.
