It never ends

[twojaybirds]

Well my dd has not hit baseline since her Christmas outburst and present throwing scene.

Last weekend she left school and was back sleeping on the streets... the calls and texts continued all weekend with the suicide threats.

Monday night I drove her back to school. 100 miles. 

Wednesday she breaks her foot. I drive down on Friday yo  bring her to the foot surgeon... take her to lunch... fill her dorm with food. Fill her prescriptions. Clean her disgusting dorm room. Fix her bed and mattress which she had pulled apart.

The cast is slated to go on on Thursday after the swelling goes down.

We are into 3 days of crazed phone calls and texts  Like very 5minutes the phone is going off round the clock. The pain.  The leg is purple... .  I took all my vicadonens since you don't care... .  I'm throwing up... .  everyone hates me... .  My leg is on fire... .  there are red ants inside my skin

Mind you 5 years ago before her diagnosis she was in the hospital. Hooked on morphine writhing in pain for 4weeks before a wise dr figured out it was all psychosomatic

I am exhausted... ignoring a phone and turning it off can be just as hard as answering it

I'm tempted to pay for a taxi to take her to the dr to get her cast on... .  

There's my vent for today

Our objective is to better understand the struggles our child faces and to learn the skills to improve our relationship and provide a supportive environment and also improve on our own emotional responses, attitudes and effectiveness as a family leaders