BPD Boyfriend wants to be "sex buddies"

[JaneRain]

My BPD Boyfriend is out of control. His abuse has become cynical, a game. He keeps messing up my head. I'm afraid he's not even BPD anymore, I'm afraid he's literally psychotic. He's saying he wants up to be "sex buddies" and not in a relationship anymore. He says I've cheated on him and he will find out, even though he's cheated on me 3 times (sexually, too), and that I've said other men's names during intercourse and he makes up so much BS and I can't get out of it. I can't leave him, I love him so much I'll always come back to him. I lost my best friends, my family, my job. He's isolated me from all of them. I don't know what to do. I hate him but I love him. He's messed me up so bad. What do I do? What can I do?

[Clearmind]

What do you do? My friend, I think you have written it out in plain text here in your post.

When I see words like out of control, abuse, cheating, abuse while intimate, and isolation followed by What do I do? I am perplexed.

What you do you think?