Joe
You are playing games with a disordered girl, you get EMOTIONALY more and more attached to her but in reality she's not attached to you, that's a diffrence, you are only an object in her life to play with like a toy. At the end this is you get hurt and will lose if you continuing like this!
Yes, but we are much better now. One time back in the 80's she ignored my calls, and I flattened her tire. She retaliated by hitting me with a brick. We had a bed with one short leg so it wobbled a bit. I picked up the brick and put it under the short leg. Then we had "make up sex" to try the bed out.
So I really feel that we have matured a lot.