I don't know what to do with the plans and dreams we shared.
I heard somebody say with these types of break-ups are emotions are left "homeless" and when I thought about it, it resonated with me.
We put so much of our emotions into the relationship that we almost don't know what to do when we are left with them in the "quiet of our mind".
Every relationship ending is tough. What we all went through with our BPD SO, however just makes closure and moving on even more difficult.
Keep posting and sharing my friend. It really helps.
Peace to you.