I don't know how to process this

[crookedeuphoria]

This is TOO hard. It's bad enough that I have driven by him on the road almost every day this week but today my daughters told me that his son (age 9) told them that he has to find a way to get back here to my house. That he tells them this every single day at school. Losing my bf is hard but losing his son is killing me.

[Deeno02]

I know. Had a year and a half relationship with a lady with 5 kids, plus my 2. Hers all under the age of 15, mine 16 and 20. Im 50, shes 45. Her kids grew on me, oldest boys friends as she left her marriage(she was separated when we got together) and she had nothing. Stay at home mom. Hectic schedule cause most of her kids were in soccer. I loved those kids, my daughter loved her more than her mother, and we planned all our stuff together. Then she started getting offers to coach volleyball and took on tournament's on weekends then coaching our boys in HS

never seemed to be enough time, on her end anyway. Anyway, she didnt feel special anymore so she ditched me, next day with another guy, old college friend who replaced me. Her birthday is in 2 days and i cried like a baby because the kids and i would do something special. Gone. Not only for me, but my kids too. Left numb and scarred.