my journey begins

[shatterd]

well my long journey of this starts tomarrow morning   may god be with me

[Sunfl0wer]

well my long journey of this starts tomarrow morning   may god be with me

What is happening tomorrow?  Can you tell us more when you get a chance?

[shatterd]

im not realy sure, what i do i know for is they lift no contact, or they could extend it for a year. its n a couple hours so ill let u know how its goes. im realy nervus   starting to fall apart  im realing my lack of support :'(

[Sunfl0wer]

It is so difficult to have to go through these things at all, especially with little or no support! 

Are you on your way to court for a child custody hearing?

Feel free to come back and tell more when you feel like it.

Anyway, good luck! Hang in there!  Stay strong!

[shatterd]

it went it ok, we still do nc for me and her  only text about the kids  and i did get 50 50   temp of course   that just may give me the insperation i need to stay a float with all this   i know i sertanly will be alot busyer now  that shood help too    i am scared tho still shes guna try to pull some stuff on me to take this away from me, but it gave me something, light perhaps,    i was shocked in court of her lack of support    i was expecting this baroge of people and sencless attacks,  i am convinced now what i had thought all along was true. We are all just tired of her and her crazzyness. Her new bf wasnt even there? That tells me she isnt done yet. Shes taken time to think i imagine, to let go for good perhaps, she stayd strong tho, it was a struggle for her to be there with me and yet stay away from me, ill give her credit for that. This is a test and a set up at the same time, i can feel it, i try to remain positvie and hopefull that this goes well for me and my kids. And ya my support is very limitted   i am confident tho it will improve now that my kids are with me.