Hello, thora &
Oh, thora... .everyone on this Board can relate to your situation, and commiserate with you, and support you
Everything you are dealing with sounds so familiar to me, and I did go through pretty much all of it (and sometimes more!) before my son was diagnosed with BPD in April 2013. He was an adult at the time (he's 38 now), but had been underdiagnosed since age 20, so never got the proper and complete Treatment(s) to help him finally make his way into recovery, till his diagnosis in 2013.
I know things are terrible right now, and have been for a long time for your family, but your daughter is still young and at least you do have an idea of what her troubles are (my son had been diagnosed with ADD, Depression and Social Anxiety, but the BPD never entered our vocabulary till 2013). Now that you have pinpointed her disorder, it's great that you have found us! Please make sure you check out the
links to the right-hand side of this page; the
TOOLS and
THE LESSONS will help you understand how your daughter's mind works, and how to get a handle on dealing with her.
I know that once I found this site and learned everything in those links, it helped me to understand and communicate with my son in ways that actually helped him regulate his emotions and do better in his recovery... .He's really doing well at this time, and I know our family would not be where it is today without the tools and techniques I've learned here.
I paid particular attention to Validation (here's a video explaining it:
Video--Validation: Encouraging Peace in a BPD Family) and the communication technique of S.E.T. (this Article is great:
TOOLS: S.E.T. - Support, Empathy and Truth). These are things I use day in and day out, with not only my son, but everyone I have a relationship with at this point! All of my relationships are better... .
Please stay and read all you can on this site, and keep telling us your story... .We all know the pain and frustration of watching our children self-destruct, and the helplessness that we feel when we can't seem to help them. The frustration that comes with extended family members who just don't understand what we are going through, and how we have to nod and seem thankful for advice that we know just won't work... .We've all been there, thora. And we are all here for you to help you figure this out