Since my udBPDexgf told me she wants to keep things civil for the childrens sake I decided for once to actually listen to her request
.Not tried to kiss her only to be rejected,not mentioned the L word for fear of it not being reciprocated and definitely kept 'it' in my trousers.
I sent her an email telling her I needed to detach and that I agreed with keeping it civil for the kids and explained my reasons for doing so and explained why it has taken me so long to move on since the split because we have been together for nearly 9 years and it is hard to let go of someone you love and who has told you countless times that you are their soulmate and how they want to spend their life with you and never want to lose you.
So been picking the children up as agreed at the weekends and going about my business,going to work in the week and coming home and trying to focus on anything other than her. That was until yesterday when I noticed on her facebook wall she posted one of my favourite songs,Scorpions send me an angel,and angel is what I used to call her (how wrong I was on that score
). She also sent me a suggestively sexual text message a few days ago.
Now I haven't been responding to anything,so I go on whatsapp tonight and yet again she hides her profile photo,she does this an awful lot when it seems she doesn't get the required response from me.She would also log off instantly as soon as I came online within a matter of a couple of seconds.What I am noticing is all this is very very child like but at the same time it leaves me scratching my head because she obviously cares but won't initiate anything.A bit like our sex life in a way too
