I'm getting repulsed by the thought of her with another and madder the more I think about it. I feel used, not financially, but mentally. I'm just very angry.
Mike, I've been where you are at right now and in some ways I still am. I have felt and/or am still feeling the same feelings you are right now. I can't make sense of it, just want it to stop. It will stop eventually, but damn ... .enough already. Tired of letting this woman impact me on so many levels yet seem unable to break away from her in my heart and mind. It is damned frustrating to say the least.
