My birthday present. A flying monkey

[UnforgivenII]

Yesterday it was my birthday. My friends brought me to the Beach and gave me lots of presents and showered me with affection. I felt better and felt whole again for a while.
Then I get a whatsapp. It is from one of my colleagues , the one he flirted with just in front of me.
She even told me " you seem, you are sabotaging this relationship as you feel you are unworthy of love". What a fine psychologist.

She was happy for his attenzione. She is not my friend.
So she texts me :"How are you?" I could FEEL  the pity.
I ignored her. I do not care if she lives near me and I do not care if she will think I am the crazy one. She would think it anyway. My gutt feeling is that she is a flying monkey of his.

My friends gave me affection and presents. What did he vive to me? A flying monkey.
What a nice present.
The present I chose to give to myself is not checking the blblockecalls or  texts.
This is my gift for me.

[UnforgivenII]

Sorry if I broke any rules.this is how I feel sadly

[VitaminC]

The present I chose to give to myself is not checking the blblocked calls or texts.
This is my gift for me.

Don't worry about "rules", Unforgiven. There are no rules when it comes to feelings.

You don't play games. Don't, and don't even want to know the rules. Rules are instruments of power.

You have power and in giving yourself the precious gift of silence and peace, you are giving yourself the greatest gift of all.

Happy Birthday to you! 

[UnforgivenII]

Thank you