Hi there Jacks, big hugs to you as you delve into the wonders that is BPD . I visit here pretty much every day and like you , found myself feeling so very scared and anxious about all our futures as we tried to grapple with our new " normal " and our now modified future . I don't post very often but I'm still here
We've been having challenges with our DD 16 for the last 18 months and two years ago , if someone had told me this would be our life now , I simply wouldn't have believed it . I still go through stages of being in denial and hoping against hope that she'll " grow out of it " , but as time wears on and symptoms present more frequently , I know in my heart that it is what it is and it isn't going away !
You'll find lots of support and information here and while it's so scary initially to read of all the challenges families like us go through , it's also very comforting to know you're not alone x