Hi UK chick,
I'm sorry to hear that things have been so difficult in your relationship. Walking on eggshells is exhausting. Especially when you are dealing with your won symptoms on top of your partner's behavior.
You've found a great place for support. Members have been in similar situations and understand what you are going through. Additionally, there are tons of tools on the site that can help make things better in your relationship. There is hope, and you are not alone.
What kinds of things usually trigger the worst behaviors, UK chick?
Keep posting. It really helps to share. We're here for you.
heartandwhole