Hi HopeAlwaysyes
When things don't seem right, it can be so dreadfully confusing and seem like your solid ground is suddenly very rocky and unstable.
So glad you found the bpdfamily, hopefully by reading other people's stories
, you may come to some understanding about your own situation.
As Turkish eludes to, any time you are ready to share your story, we are here to listen without judgement and support you in your journey as many of us tread the same path.
I hope you are doing ok today.
Merlot