Hi RomanticFool,
All I do by holding the mirror up is cause her anxiety. It is utterly pointless. Like trying to get a person with agoraphobia to go outside. She can’t do what her disorder won’t allow and I am wasting my energy admonishing her. Maybe radical acceptance just kicked in. I don’t even feel resentful anymore, I just know who she is now.
I'm glad that you're feeling better, to get to this point varies with different people some people like your pwBPD never reach that point where they accept that you can't change someone else. You can feel the way that you do about what someone else does - don't bottle it in but don't hang on to it for a long time - let it go. Your expwBPD is who she is.