What about using that money on therapy for yourself to face your codependency head on and also deal with your own fears of abandonment?
Have you seen the doctor yet about your sleep issues? Many people made suggestions to you about this, have you followed up on any yet? Or are you feeling depressed and a bit paralyzed to make any changes?
I am in a state of severe depression.
I have been to the Domestic Violence center. The Psychotherapist there called me a "wreck" and that I have severe case of PTSD and she
cannot help me with many of the things that I asked.
I seem to be Paralyzed to do things at this moment, because whatever I do, it seems the whole universe lashes out at me
and punishes me.
My mouth is dry and last person I talked to told me that most probably I am in a state of extreme anxiety and panic.
All I hear from the very few people I manage to talk to in real life during the week are the same: "Be strong! Give up being a victim!"
however I seem to not find any hope now
