Hi momslove
Welcome to the bpdfamily
Im really sorry for what you are going through. It is terrible confronting to have our child threatening suicide and I can really hear how difficult this is for you.
You mention that you have a therapist. Have they been able to give you some clear direction in regards to inpatient centres? I am in Australia so maybe other parents from the US will chime in here.
I do know from reading "I Hate You, Dont Leave Me" that treatment options for BPD are many and varied and no one size fits all. In fact the treatment journey may take many twists and turns.
I encourage you to learn as much as you can anout BPD. Parents here have great insight and there is much to learn on the board to the right
You mention your x. Do you have other support around you?
Take care momslove, we are here with you.
Merlot