Hi
Dcrclove and welcome to bpdfamily!
Exhausted is how many of us feel when we get here, and sometimes even after we've been here a bit - these relationships are very intense, draining. It's great you've reached out for support, we understand better than anyone else ever could and we want to help.
I hope you'll settle in and become part of the family here; we are all learning together, supporting each other. Experts agree a strong support network is critical and we've got that covered. Lots of great articles, lots of great parents who are traveling alongside you, you are not alone.
I look forward to getting to know you and hope to hear more from you soon. Please share whatever you are comfortable sharing, we've got you.
Again,
~ OH