Hi sadstepmom2019,
Welcome to the group
I'm on a short break at work but did want to stop in and say hello
You are not in this alone everyone here has someone with BPD or BPD traits in their lives we "get it". If you are like me when I first arrived here I was amazed at how similar our stories can be.
Here is a link on "How to get the most out of this site" just click on it to read more...
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/index.php?topic=331689.msg13020067#msg13020067Can you tell us a little bit more about your family...How long have you and your husband been together? How old was your step-son when you came on the scene? Do you have other children in your household? What are you finding most challenging when it comes to your SS19 (stepson 19)?
I hope you will continue to post, I have found this site and it's members to be very helpful and think you will too.
Hang in there
Panda39