Im still here. I dont think of her as much. Ive been dealing with some health issues. Not to mention she had me banned from the dating site she met me on.
I had to see a doctor, I had to go for an MRI on my back and feet (need to go for x-rays) I have to get orthopedics insoles and special shoes. They suggested surgery, so my own health is taking front and center. Takes my mind of her. But as the days grow shorter. And as Thanksgiving, my birthday, Christmas, and New Year comes. Im thinking of her more...I was suppose to get married the day before Valentines Day. Granted I got someone else who is interested in me, I'm not ready for that stage, and for the one who caused the domino effect of her leaving me, isnt even apologetic, apathetic, or remorseful for what she did, she is oblivious about it. Like she is happy she did it. She claims shes interested in me but was shy. Im like, you knew me for x amount of years, you say you are shy, yet you marry some other guy and are unhappy, so you need to make me happy because you were shy about your feelings for me.
I hope everyone is doing okay.
