www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0T3WAbU6tg If I get the urge to break NC... .this one helps me.
Pretty sure I already burned that bridge with the uBPD person that I allowed to rule my life for the better part of 2+ years. If not, I'll keep lighting it on fire until it *takes*. I'm DONE running from me. I'm ready to accept me for who I am and what I like and want. Why did it take so long to get here?
The person I need to live for in this life now is ME. I'm worthy of that.
I like being with me right now... .but someday... .when I'm ready... .the person I want to share my life with will enjoy living for themselves too. That person will be mentally healthy and grounded and have a strong sense of self... .that person will like and love him/herself as much as I like and love myself. Sharing a love like that -- I imagine-- will be like icing on the cake.
This is not negotiable.
I'm worth it. You are worth it too, my friends.
