Finally the book is finished

[almosthadme]

So after a four month long break which included a couple of good no contact stints it's done.I told her I was finished after a nasty phone conversation.I texted her and ended it,did not feel like being yelled at and told it's all my fault.She told me to call her or it was over and she would block me from everything and act like I did not exist.I did not call so she texted back telling me if I ever contacted her again she would get revenge on me because I deseved it.So whatever that means,I doubt I will be hearing from her again.Im pretty sure she has a new victim she can play with.Not to mention she is doing drugs again something she was not doing much of with me.Im free I feel good,I only miss the good times which were gone so long ago.My emotions go from missing her to hating her everyday.I did care about her and even loved her but It's easier knowing that there is no way she could have ever loved me.I appreciate the help from everybody on here and I wil try and log in to help others.