I understand that Prince Charming is gone, but at the Hyde core (anyone not in this would be like what are you talking about
) he is a good, kind person. I guess my thinking is that Jekyl is a protector and completely separate, but that he isn't the real guy. My thinking is that the Prince Charming guy isn't as perfect as we thought but still the morality, general personality is there? Am I dumb?
I am apart from my guy right now (i'm STILL trying to make it work), he stays in touch (albeit Jekyl) but all of a sudden he all of a sudden has a new BDSM hobby. Which scares the heck out of me because this particular one is about control/trust. I know unequivocally he hasn't had any interest in this before. He may have a new love interest (which makes me almost vomit), but he says he is not. He lies. I feel stupid for believing him.
Today's text thread he was about the age of 5. He is supposed to get his cancer results back (he had serious cancer 2 years ago with chemo/radiation). He says "only the privileged get to know" and I ask if he's done more work on the (our) house if he can send me pics (he always does) and he says "no". This petulance is awful.