Hi Elizabeth,
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I'm sorry to hear that. I completely understand feeling like you're going through this experience alone, I'm glad that you decided to join us, you'll find many members here that can relate with you and offer you guidance and support. You're not alone.
Do you have kids? BPD traits are triggered in times of stress, some things we can control through how react by becoming knowledgeable about the disorder and other things are completely our of our control it's best to take a time out for self protection, you'll find lessons on the right side of the board -------------->