Hi

[Jlopez]

I have trouble maintaining relationships with others, I've isolated myself from everyone around me, I suffer depression, anxiety and panic attacks and psychosis and other mental health issues it's destroying myself and my family and those of my loved ones around me. I feel like people are controlling me. I feel empty inside and sad and I also feel like I'm a horrible person and no ones loves me. I struggle and put a smile on my face. I feel like I'm not wanted, it's tearing me and my family apart.

Our objective is to better understand the struggles our child faces and to learn the skills to improve our relationship and provide a supportive environment and also improve on our own emotional responses, attitudes and effectiveness as a family leaders

[livednlearned]

Hi JLopez,

I am very sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you right now, but it is great to see you reaching out for help and support - a very brave and scary thing to do 

This board is a support group for parents who have a son or daughter with BPD, so many of the posts could be triggering to a BPD sufferer. There are resources of the type you're seeking: Resources for BPD Sufferers.

JLopez, you can have a life worth living. The book Beyond Borderline has many stories of wonderful people like you who have gone on to lead lives worth living. It is hard work, and you are worth it.

Big hug to you