Hi,
I need help and advice!
I was in 2 years relationship with my BPD+Bi polar girl. In the beginning i did not know anything about bpd but i saw that is something strange. She said to me that she have schizophrenia and i read about that but also i saw that she dont have trait of schizophrenia cause my friend have a schizophrenia. In the beginning i was like everybody in love bombing phase i and i think like everybody i find perfect soulmate. We have beautifull love moments together but i saw that is to good to be truth.I also saw that she is patological liar but she was not aggressive. We never have a some big fight about something and she is never angry. She also dont like drink and drugs. She text me every day *you are my soulmate* *you are love of my life* *i can not live without you*. Then she told me that she have bpd. Then i read everything i have about bpd.. I told her I knew what was waiting for me when i was clearly inform about bpd. She told me that she is little strange about that cause she have a ideal *one love for whole life* and we continue the relationship. After i unmasked her we have some fight and she selfharm in front of me..In every fight she selfharm yourself.One day i told to her i can not handle that and she tried to commit suicide. So i continue the relationship and clearly i did not know what to do. I tried to help her but she never change..she continue with liars and everything and i caught her in cheating. I broke with her and go no contact. I did not block her via e mail. She move to the next relationship but every day last two months she sending me text message that she can not live without me,and text like *you or death* *one love for whole life* *contact me or i will kill myself* . Everyday and then call me from another phone and told me she will kill yourself if i will not be with her and she told me i already told to you *you or death* and take it seriosly. (she already try to commit suicide cause i try to broke) I call her yesterday i she told me i will never,never leave you alone,till end of my life.
Can i take it seriously,i dont know what to do..
Is she ever stop?
Please help me!
ps.
sorry for my english
