Five years later

[Melted52]

Hi everyone! It's been almost 5-1/2 years since I left my ex. Just tonight though, it occurred to me that he never ever even really loved me. Damn, this really hurts

[l8kgrl]

Hi Melted, I'm sorry you're hurting.

Did something happen that brought all this up again for you?

I know I have spent a lot of time recently going around and around in my head, trying to figure out what was real, did he actually care at all, was he just manipulating me the whole time, was it intentional or unconscious, etc.

I came across a quote today that maybe you'll appreciate too: "You're not hard to love. Sometimes you're just trying to get love from the wrong people."