wow another painful dream...

[trevjim]

So im nearly a year and a half out, not sure if any remember me on here as its been a while since I posted.

Ive been moving on well enough from my ex I feel, in comparison to the first few months anyway.

I had a vivid dream about her last night (not the first, but first in a long time.)

She broke up with me in it and said "I don't love you any more"

I woke up instantly like someone had stuck a knife in my heart, she even said those words when we broke up, but I didnt believe her/expected it/denial. I dont know, but at the time it didnt hurt.

I find it so hard that deep down I still must have feelings for her, Even after I feel I have moved on, I think I still believe she is the 'one'. so hard to shake these deep feelings that occasionally resurface.