First Thing, Last Thing

[FlyingAway]

I'm looking forward to the day when she isn't the first thing on my mind in the morning, and the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep. Anyone here past this stage?

[Hawk Ridge]

Not yet but working on it

[Deeno02]

Nope. But the dreams have stopped...

[blissful_camper]

It's a nice thing to look forward to. 

I thought I was past that stage. 

However, ex was on my mind first thing today, due to a dream last night.  I guess I had more processing to do.  At least I laughed in the first part of the dream.  (I admit it was at someone else's expense)  I feel kinda badly about that. 

I suppose things will come and go in the healing process.  I feel more at ease, and more myself, than I did this time last year and I'm grateful for that. 

Hang tight, sit with your feelings, and let it run its course.