Dreams

[AwakenedOne]

In the last week I have had two intense dreams about my uBPDxW. I haven't dreamed about her for 4 months and only a couple times even before that.

The 1st one: In this dream she tricked me into getting her pregnant.

The dream seemed long and in very descriptive 3D. I was able to feel her emotions and tap into her mindset and observe her actions as she focused on her plot to be inpregnated by me and I saw her give a Cheshire cat smile which followed her plans successful outcome.

The 2nd one: Her family (Addams Family type individuals), were chasing me around and trying to kill me.

The leader of the pack was her mom. It was both a methodical and diabolical search for me by them. Thankfully I woke up before they got me! When I woke up I wasn't really that scared for some reason, it was actually kind of amusing thinking about it. Sort of like a horror cartoon.


Interesting how the mind works.

[fromheeltoheal]

Interesting how the mind works.

Yes.  I don't know much about the psychology of dreams, but I choose to believe that's one way our brain rewires itself after trauma to make sense of things and allow us to carry on.  I dreamt about my ex a lot for maybe 6 months after I left her, and in every single one she was with another guy and completely ignoring or snubbing me, the way it was in the relationship, at least in my head.  Then it stopped for a while.  Then she made a few appearances as someone who was 'normal', friendly, and the vibe between us was cool, with no attraction either way.  Who cares if that's reality or not, my brain did its job.