At least i feel some peace back everything else is gone

[Our abuse recovery guide]

Thank you for this web site.

I am at the end of my resources and ideas on how to help myself.

I read all the info here. soaked it up like a sponge.

cried my eyes out at seeing some of my own Words describe complete strangers experiences. Shared all of it with my significant other who's helping me through this time since I've lost everything he's been supporting me and was going to help me  with one last shot at trying to fix this with my family.

I won't get into any of it because it's all written down on this website. I've experienced it all. And more now.

For some reason he got up this morning in a foul mood and was completely rude and ignorant to me downright abusive. On the very day that we were An hour away from confronting my mother and father about the loss of my life He leaves me stranded at a Red Roof Inn in wilkes-barre with absolutely nothing but my bulldog and my purse without any money or cards in it. The only reason I have this phone and we just going to go. Now soon Is that he thought it was broken.e iPlease understand this has never happened before with him we  have been living for 3 years trying to figure out what my mother did with the manipulatio

[tracykell.er]

Thank you for this web site.

I am at the end of my resources and ideas on how to help myself.

I read all the info here. soaked it up like a sponge.

cried my eyes out at seeing some of my own Words describe complete strangers experiences. Shared all of it with my significant other who's helping me through this time since I've lost everything he's been supporting me and was going to help me  with one last shot at trying to fix this with my family.

I won't get into any of it because it's all written down on this website. I've experienced it all. And more now.

For some reason he got up this morning in a foul mood and was completely rude and ignorant to me downright abusive. On the very day that we were An hour away from confronting my mother and father about the loss of my life He leaves me stranded at a Red Roof Inn in wilkes-barre with absolutely nothing but my bulldog and my purse without any money or cards in it. The only reason I have this phone and we just going to go. Now soon Is that he thought it was broken.e iPlease understand this has never happened before with him we  have been living for 3 years trying to figure out what my mother did with the manipulatio

[Kwamina]

Hi tracykell.er

I am sorry to hear your husband stranded you like that. The way you describe it, this seems out of character for him. Have you had the chance to talk to him about it? Being treated in an abusive way isn't pleasant at all.

Many of us here have BPD parents and know how difficult that can be. You mention your mother and manipulation, do you believe she has BPD? How did your mother behave when you were younger, during your childhood?

Take care and I encourage you to share more of your story later.