Never ever been so in love and so confused at the same time.
Hey Pamy,
Yes, I sure do understand that feeling. I also was very confused, both during and after my relationship ended. I couldn't understand why my ex did things that were destructive to herself and our relationship. She wanted our relationship to progress towards marriage and a family, yet she seemed hell bent on making sure that never happened. It still confuses me to this day even though I can understand now how BPD played a roll in the destructive behavior.
It is important you don't make her problems and dysfunction your own. Try to remain a detached observer, don't internalize her chaos or you run the risk of getting lost in it.
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