I feel like I'm being punished ...ptsd triggered too much drama

[Idsrvt2]

Just when I thought all mail was returned to normal or as normal as my x can be
What happens today again management decided to pickup a delivery
This after I was told by the postmaster that the protocol has not changed at all and my x will pick it up

The conversation was combative as the guy has a huge ego... .he slipped and said he was trying to avoid contact as I had an issue before
Which was a few weeks back... .so to me I was lied to about that and most likely my x doesn't want to handle my mail

Today I went to leave my package in the box as instructed and to my surprise someone tried to pick it up already... .meaning not my x while on route like it's been done for five years now like wth and what the postmaster said was the protocol

The postmaster ended up hanging up on me and my father called him and he gave him the same issues .
Now it's again my x will pick up the package
So today my x comes by and picks it up ... no issues at all. Because I had asked him the other day to start checking my box again
So why the postmaster and the supervisor are now saying all pickups must be out at 9am as they often pick up when for years they never picked up anything at all.


I told the postmaster if my x has issues then he needs to leave the route... .postmaster says he doesn't... .

So is this management making this issue worse?   And why wasn't I able to have them pick up my packages during the RO?
I'm on hold now with the 1800 number over an hour wait as now I feel I'm on my own to deal with all this.
The issue is the postmaster was not honest the last we spoke and should have just said have packages out as we may pick it up

So what are they covering up... .the fact my x should be fired .?

I'm still shaking and just so angry  even their website says carrier will pickup during route 
It's again triggered the time I talked to the postmaster and he wouldn't believe me about my x

[Idsrvt2]

I've calmed down a tad now and come to the conclusion that some people feed on others drama... and just are not good communicators .

I'm not being sucked into it as I'm more grounded

The scenario is either
1) my x is showing signs or being erratic and the post office is trying to limit contact with me at all costs , which makes no sense as I still have incoming packages being delivered that they could careless about that don't fit in my box that contact needs to be made

Or
2) this is an ego maniac boss looking for praise as I gave him last time he allegedly went out of his way to get a package that was missed