It's been 4 months now since my ex-friend blocked me without a word, and it's really starting to hit me that I'm not going to hear from her again. I'm never going to get a "goodbye." Before, whenever she would block me, she would at least say that. And she would eventually unblock me on her phone after a few weeks.
It's just really hard for me to understand what makes this time so different. And the other thing that makes it hard is that she's doing well in life. She just got a job promotion, moved into a nice apartment, has friends and a boyfriend, and currently has a good relationship with both her parents. I guess I still feel like I was in the wrong this time and that I should have left the past in the past and tried to move forward. That's what's making it hard for me to accept this.
She appears to have a good life but I’m pretty sure in an intimate setting, it’s a dumpster fire.
