No Contact and good with that

[Pina colada]

I am not over my sisters abuse, but I will say when she cut me off in December, it was the best thing she could have done.  I used to spend negative energy reading posts (mostly exaggerations and lies) about me and our family on a conduct disorders forum.  I haven't read her stuff in a while and don't think I ever will again.  If another mentions something to me, that is fine.  I am through expending negative energy on my sister.  She doesn't deserve any kind of space in my brain... .I finally except she was the never the person I thought she was.  I except she will never be a part of my life ( or my family).  She can write and do and say as she pleases.  The truth is, if she is not in my life now, she has no idea what I am up to or thinking.  She doesn't really know me and never did.  Just posting and curious if others have had their "aha" moment and how they feel about it.  I am not as sad as I thought I would be.  I only mourn the sister that never was... .

[Panda39]

Radical Acceptance... .that's what I'm hearing 

Panda39