God I’m so scared of this moment. Not even if she is in jail. Just when things go wrong with the replacement I don’t know what she will do. I’m at 3 weeks but they seem great.
What did she even say?
She knows I’m weak. That I was always willing to take her back if she said the right things. She knows I’m devastated. She knows she has control of my emotions. She knows I carpeted blame for us ending and would do anything to reconcile.
I hope they last long enough to break her hold on me. So when the time comes and she reaches out, I can ignore it. I’m not there. If she reached out I would foolishly answer.
The hold she has on me isn’t fair.
Oh I missed all the calls. Eventually if I answer I’ll tell her that this situation you are in is something for you and your new man to figure out. I’ll never ever, ever take her back not even as a friend.
