My Strange "Luck" Without BPDexgf

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A pastime I picked up (mirroring) from my uBPDexgf is playing the slot machines from time to time.  For my ex it was an addiction which has now left her evicted, having her car repo'd and forced to move in with her ex-husband.

Strangely during the "off" period last November I went to the casino to play slots for a few minutes and won about $3000.00 on a jackpot.  I do not go to the casino often so I was shocked and surprised to have won.

In December and half of January while I was recycling my exgf (hopefully for the last time) I accompanied her to the casino and watched her lose every last penny over and over. Any attempts that I made at playing while with her always lost.  Almost like she is the black widow/kiss of death many things that happened with her were losing propositions (this was no exception).  

We even saw a pedestrian hit by a truck and thrown 30 feet up into the air to his death while we were driving together to the casino during one of the recycles. (kind a symbol for our r/s).

Well today I had to work and after work I stopped by the nearby casino to play slots for a few minutes. Within 10 minutes I won a jackpot of $4926.76   I was shocked, collected my money and promptly went home.

I don't spend much time or money in casinos but it is almost like something is telling me things are better without her - like stay with her lose everything. stay away your life will be better.

[nowwhatz]

A pastime I picked up (mirroring) from my uBPDexgf is playing the slot machines from time to time.  For my ex it was an addiction which has now left her evicted, having her car repo'd and forced to move in with her ex-husband.

Strangely during the "off" period last November I went to the casino to play slots for a few minutes and won about $3000.00 on a jackpot.  I do not go to the casino often so I was shocked and surprised to have won.

In December and half of January while I was recycling my exgf (hopefully for the last time) I accompanied her to the casino and watched her lose every last penny over and over. Any attempts that I made at playing while with her always lost.  Almost like she is the black widow/kiss of death many things that happened with her were losing propositions (this was no exception).  

We even saw a pedestrian hit by a truck and thrown 30 feet up into the air to his death while we were driving together to the casino during one of the recycles. (kind a symbol for our r/s).

Well today I had to work and after work I stopped by the nearby casino to play slots for a few minutes. Within 10 minutes I won a jackpot of $4926.76   I was shocked, collected my money and promptly went home.

I don't spend much time or money in casinos but it is almost like something is telling me things are better without her - like stay with her lose everything. stay away your life will be better.

[glacier_glider]

This is great!

Congratulations!

It has nothing to with her.

Make your life better. Don't even think about spending it on her.

[FogLight]

Nice!  You're more likely to succeed at winning money at a slot machine where odds are overwhelmingly stacked against you than to succeed at having a relationship with her.  I've had similar experiences where when I was with her, everything I read or heard seemed to be telling me "run for your life!" but I'm sure it has nothing to do with her.  And I second what glacier_glider said, not even a penny!

[nowwhatz]

Nice!  You're more likely to succeed at winning money at a slot machine where odds are overwhelmingly stacked against you than to succeed at having a relationship with her.  I've had similar experiences where when I was with her, everything I read or heard seemed to be telling me "run for your life!" but I'm sure it has nothing to do with her.  And I second what glacier_glider said, not even a penny!

Thanks. Yes I agree anything is easier than succeeding in a r/s with her. Don't worry she has no contact with me now and I wouldn't think of giving her a dime. In fact my last meeting with her was at the beginning of this month at the casino when she said "prestar me dinero!"  and I totally ignored her.

It is ironic that I have only won when not in a r/s with her. Being in a r/s with her is like living in some spooky black and white noir-world where death, reckless danger and trouble are ALWAYS lurking.

Last year I showed a pic of her and I in Las Vegas taken last year on top of the Eiffel tower to an acquaintance who knew nothing about her. The intuitive acquaintance said "she has trouble written all over her face... .  you should have thrown her off the tower." .