Funny how even in my dreams I miss her

[fakename]

Ha a dream last night where I was out with friends on a road trip. Apparently went to Fenway park where there was a soccer match.

Even In the dream my thoughts were on her and while we were sitting in this interesting place outside the stadium, while I was trying to have fun and was having fun for the most part, my thoughts were still mostly consumed with her.

Just thought it was funny.

Hoping to get this all behind me soon enough

[mango_flower]

I think dreams are your subconscious way of processing things... .  it's a good thing you're missing her in your dream in some ways - shows your subconscious has at least accepted she isn't with you anymore... .  

In my dreams, we're together, and happy, laughing and feeling so in love like we used to be.

Really does suck waking up to remember it's no more... .  x

[dogpirate]

I'm in this boat right now, sometimes I will have dreams of sitting on her bed, waiting for her to get home and she never does. Other times I'll have dreams of going to her house and she refuses to see me because her new boyfriend is there. For me, watching a new movie or television show before bed and falling asleep to music has really helped put my mind at ease and stopped me from thinking about her so much before sleeping (which I think was causing me to dream about her... .  )

[fakename]

thanks for writing guys.

so i had another dream after the dream i posted... .  

her and her current bf both wanted to meet me cause she was trying to improve and make amends to all her exes or some crap... .  

i met for whatever reason. and he was talking and turned out that he was just lying about stuff like who he was and what he does or whatever. like he was trying to one-up me and they were both trying to rub in my face that things were happy and perfect for them...

so after i caught them lying, i was leaving, then they wanted to fight or something.  after being attacked, i pushed her to the ground and he charged at me, i beat the crap out of him. then i hear him yelling that she was pregnant and if she miscarried they'll sue... .  and thats about it


stupid, but funny. i figure she turned him crazy too... .  

[HarmKrakow]

i think ... ' consumed by her ' is something indeed quite confirming in regards of how your detachment goes. It's still there, it's still going, and gawly moses does it SUCK!

I'm right there with ya as I feel exactly the same, there is not 1 night 1 dream that I DON'T think about her ... : (

What happened to;

1) look back ... point out the good things the bad things

2) shake each others hand

3) which each other luck!

4) and continue and let go and cherish the good old times?

Cuz thats sort of what i would want :- )