I'm in denial

[Scott72]

I'm posting on this board, but still hold onto the hope that she might take me back. Sitting watching formula 1 and the presenter is very alike my ex- so stupid but I'm really struggling! My physocologist has told me that I need to accept her decision, which isn't me, I've fought for everything of value in my life and she is the most precious. But I need to try and realise its over, it's so difficult to even type that! I really do love her so much, not just cause of the good times and the elation of romance, I just love her

[LoveNotWar]

Scott72,

Yup, we have all felt that way, I know this is a cliche but it does get easier as time goes on.

The trick is to just hang on through about 6 months. At least that was MY turning point. At the 6 month mark things became clearer, I have to admit I still wish it could have ended differently, but I now know he's very ill and I don't want to ride his roller coaster anymore.

[Scott72]

Thanks love not war, I'm at 2 months since we broke up but still at the point I look at phone when it beeps hoping its her, hopefully time will heal