this is my 4th try at ending contact with ex ive made it 7 days. others trys have lasted 10 days she freaked and came home for 4 days. 32 days she spoted me driving and followed me untill i pulled over and talked to her that kicked off a moth and a half of txt and calls everytime she was feeling bad. next try lasted 6 days i had changed my cell number blocked her in every way i could, emailed her and told her just how i feel about the way she treated me and how the r/s has hurt ask her to never contact me again so i can heel and move on. yet the day she read the email she called me like a fool i gave in and talked.
she told same old story want me missed want to make a plan to come home didnt know how to get away from her new b/f said shes been trying to tell him but he will not move out. didnt know how to make him see the truth, so i emailed him for her
you she wanted him to see the truth i told him the truth
. no world from her in past 7 days i think the email may have did the trick to keep her away. i sent the email for two reasons 1 if she wants to break it to him and rebuild our family that should have broken the ice for her. 2. i know im still not at point where i can say no to contact from here and if she is still just playing her game... . ,make sure im still waiting then im hoping the email shows her im done playing the game... . you can keep the ball im going home.
not sure how it will work out. im sure she must know about email by now. will she get the point and stay away? all i know is the frist few days of n/c is hard as anything ive every done. i hope its gets better soon, this whole thing is really testing my faith its got me asking myself why God lets ppl deal with this and has given so many more than thay can stand?
im sure the fact ive been awake for almost 48 hours is not helping the way im thinking
