hi

[t.m.]

Hi,

It helps to read of others experiences here. Feeling very much like the black sheep these days.  Sibs all seem fine but I can't seem to roll with the crap as easily.

Good to have a place to go and chat.

[Reg]

Hi t.m.

Welcome to BPD family.

It helps indeed to read the experiences of others as you said.

Why do you feel very much like the black sheep ?  What's your story ?  Believe me reading helps, writing even does more !

We all know what it is to cope with BPD one way or another.

Reg

[t.m.]

Well, I went through about two years of crap. I was the target as my BPm picked me as the latest target of verbal abuse, gaslighting, telling anyone she could how terrible I am (including one of my kids.) All this as my dad was dying. It continued on and finally l broke all contact for about three months. Long story short, things are better now and I have contact with my BPm but I am very careful. Sibs just want to move on and pretend everything is fine. Don't ask don't tell. That's why I feel like the black sheep. The question I ask myself is 'am i stuck?'. I want to move on but it's hard when I know I have to be careful with my relationship with her.