are you always happy? even in despair, even in depression--do you realize the beauty of the situation? that all become depressed, that despair is avoided by none but is a natural stage of humanity. and in being depressed, are you happy that you are depressed? just where you are? just how you are?
are you depressed? but well fed? are you in despair over someone, but haven't the smallest inkling of worry that during your despair that somebody will burst into your home to slaughter you and kill your family? this may sound grim, but it's meant to sound appreciative. are you shivering wishing you had heat just to live? do you have the necessities of life that the majority of our family has historically not?
i spoke with beauty tonight, and let me tell you, she's beauuuutiful!
and the funny thing is i realize what i've always known. and i've always known this.
i. am. ok. i'm doing just fine.
. depression? come on, you can kiss my ass. seriously? i've got so much support to weather it through. and furthermore i have so much guidance from others to help me navigate in the right direction. you silly concept, sadness, can be bought off with a pack of cigs and an ungodly portion of chocolate. cheap date you biotch.